el fin

well, i am 3 days away from being done with school for the time being. like done-done. remember when you were like in 1st grade, and high school seemed like the end, but then you had to go to college, and you were sure it'd never end? wellllll it does. and it's about to for me. it is so weird. what are my plans you ask? that is a GREAT questions. i had a job interview today for a job, but i don't think its a fit for a "temporary" job (i can't get a teaching job right now because there aren't really any available).
if this had happened like, a week ago, i would have been flippppping out. but my perspective has changed in the last week. i kind of realized that the Lord has never let me down, left out to dry, even when it seems like i don't have any other direction. it just may take ME a little more effort to find something instead of just waiting for it to come to me!
i have finally started bonding with my high schoolers. now, i am sad that i don't get to know them better. it was so funny to start off with them and feel like things were going nowhere. literally, in the last two weeks it has become a totally different game. i have definitely realized that all of the kids are precious. you find yourself wanting to learn about their lives, wanting to help them whatever way you can. it really is a very special position to be in.
the next 3 days are going to be CA-RAZAY. what i have been calling "my whole life" aka my portfolio is due on friday. luckily, i bested my procastinative ways and have been doing little by little. i just need to finish a few things....
current likes:
twilight soundtrack
glamour magazine
my purple Christmas tree and two little snowmen
sleeping
current dislikes:
wind!
messy apartment

PS. i am SO thankful to God that i have shelter in weather like this (COOOLLLDD!)! it makes me feel truly blessed...